Yes., I should be writing about anything and everything on the journal. Afterall its a space where I can put my thoughts as it happens. Either in an order or in disorder(as it happens most of the time). As a human, I expect attention, but I realize that in this space goes whatever I want., whether my journal grabs the attention of anyone else or not. This space is like a gallery canvas and you paint pictures just beacuse you like painting!
I should be writing regularly instead of regularly postponing writing! Abundance of topic lies below the sky and above the Earth’s Crust., but then there are even more topics to be written about, below earth and above Skies too! Time for me to get biting (writing in bits and bytes should be “biting” no?)
If you maintain a journal., do you flip back pages and read what you wrote some months ago? Ever heard your voice recorded on a tape and wondered how different it sounds! yes, your own voice sounds really different! We never fully understand ourselves till we stand outside ourselves and “look”. Your journal entries also will make you wonder, if you flip to the entries a couple of months old.
Human mind is like a sponge, absorbing impressions., The impressions come from the surroundings, circumstances and the society you take birth into. In time each mind is soaked, but has got individuality since each contains differtent levels and uniqueness of impression. Objective analysis of oneself and any situation becomes difficult as we see and analyze using the impression-tainted mind.
Yet, we get glimpses of Objective analysis, when we look at our childhood photo(after a long gap), read something which we had written long time back and the like, and wonder if we only had written that or is it my own picture! Before realizing the import of that impression, we move on, tuck away that picture or keep aside the writing and carry on with our “impresssion-gathering”.
We live a life hypnotically, not much different from anyone else, the only reason being, “thats the way we have been living for ages!!!”